So Far No Good
It was fixed! Just like that.
Maybe I should expect more form machines and those who know how to operate them. These days I'm a bit more optimistic that most computer problems can be fixed with an educated eye on the lookout for wrong settings and other minor problems. I happened to apply this optimism to my ADD.
Once diagnosed, with my prescription of Concerta in hand, i expected the world to bloom and all to be right. It was for two and half days. I could hear, think, and even talk clearer (my hebrew reading improved astoundingly). but then it went away. After a few days and even after changing the dosage, my benefits seemed to be a quesitonable memory as I find myself puttering around, wasting time and feeling overwhelmed and underacheived.
I really believed it would work. I'm going back to the doctor tomorrow and I'm going to ask him to nuke my brain with stimulants. i need to get my work done. I haven't efficienctly worked for years -- perhaps my whole life.
Now that I know why, I just want to be normal.
2 Comments:
It gets better. I was diagnosed with ADD when I was 29 and it has changed my life in so many ways I cannot describe. Ask your doctor to change your dose. It does work. Trust me!!!!
Anonymous, I just found your comment. Could you let me know a bit more about your experience. i need information and I'm having a hard time getting it. The Concerta didn't work for me and the Dr. took me off of it.
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